I'm here to tell you

about things I think, places I've been, and journeys I hope for.
I think about the little things. The amount of dots on those brand new rain boots. The amount of people that don't believe in anything. The clouds being my favorite form of art. I've only traveled in steps. I've been to towns, and a few states. But I only get by with what I have. And it's what I have that meets my destination. I hope to write a book not only for you, but for myself. I want to write about realistic things, and not to feed lies about the world. I want you to know that there is good and bad and don't believe in everything someone tells you. No human being knows for sure that we will end in 2012. No animal can tell me my name backwards. Everything is involved in lies with our peers and family. I just want to be that one individual who can finally tell the truth. I can't save you from your tragedies. I can't promise you everything has a happy ending. But, I can tell you of my life. And the changes that I've done as a whole. I'm moving one step at a time. And I'm telling you the things I think, for someone to relate. The places I've been, so you see my distance. And the journeys I hope for, so we both can hope.

Love Always, Lauren

I wish I knew

what your frown looked like. Not the one being contained with eggs and bacon. The real thing. I always see you with this smile. Always with a friend around. But I know deep down, there is more to you. There is more than that charm you have. There is something holding you back. Maybe it's your brother. Perhaps your enemy. Just do know this. I frown because I'm human. And it'll eventually come to you and there is no need to hide it, knowing you are strong. Whenever it may be, I hope one day to see your frown. Just so I know that everyone feels everything.








Something else:
I'm not here to write you lies, I just want you to know how I feel. For what I feel, is sincerely real.

Love Always, Lauren